Someone commented to me that the camp committee looks divided. And it sure is. There are no communication between the various committee, especially the 2 committee that requires the most communication. There is no sense of commitment in the team.

Everyone is just doing their own things. Some sacrifices were made quietly and no one appreciates those sacrifices because no one knows about them. Is that worth it?

It is 13 days to the actual camp, 4 days to the trial camp and the bulk of the camp is not ready. Fund raising activities do not see an acceptable attendance. We complain of being short of cash and yet we do not work for it. Who sees the effort we put in to earn those money? Who sees the money spent? 2 completely different sets of people. Why do we who turn up for the fund raising work so hard to see others spend it?

I wish I possess a good judgment of character. There are people who on the surface looks capable of great things. Yet, months down the road, you realise far too late that the cover of the book really can be utterly misleading.

Will the camp be a success? I think in terms of the attendance, it will be a success. In terms of the flow and quality of the camp, I have my doubts.

I need a break from all this shit. I need an avenue to vent the frustration and anger.

-aeRieL-

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 2:39 AM