Saturday, September 30, 2006

omg. mr mok has a brother 2 years older than most of us in navy with V-shape!!! o.m.g. so unbelievable.

shud be sleeping/studying now, but.. wtf. decided to give myself a little rest.. haha. gng to study with alvina tml. hope i will not oversleep again.. lolx. blogging after promos alr.

if anyone is still reading blogs, best of luck for the promos. gambatte! =]

-aeRieL-

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 2:08 AM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

to my dearest mother:

the next time you are experiencing mood swings, just keep quiet and let it pass. it will and it'll be less painful on the people surrounding you. and the next time you decide that i am "very lazy recently", can i remind you that you have been saying that for YEARS? i wouldnt call it recent, would you?

your daughter.

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 12:07 AM

Friday, September 22, 2006

hey. parick's travelogue is up!!! my sis helped me to do it alr. haha. lazy me. link: http://scarletpoppy.multiply.com/photos/album/36

just wanna add: patrick is not ugly ok. he's cute. =D

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 9:34 PM


2 days ago, alvina and i went to J8 swensen's to satisfy her craving for ice cream, and mine too, of cos. at 1st, i wasnt thinking of anything in particular, other than wad ice cream to eat, of cos.
den, the moment i sat down in swensen's, i was reminded of that dinner we had at the tampines branch. our 1st meeting. man, why did u have to ask that question when u already know wad my answer would be? now, we cant even be friends.

wad's gone is gone, i suppose. things are as they are. hope that one day, we can put this behind us and return to the old days. den again, someone has to take the 1st step, isnt it?

promos is in 1 week. need to mug geog alr. esp econs geog. dun understand a damn thing. gng to study with alvina tml. =] i'll do sth productive!! =]

1/10 of the class is down with chicken pox. yi jie, guo wei, get well soon. =]

-aeRieL-

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 9:08 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006

Been reading “The Tao of Pooh” last weekend. A very interesting book.u noe, I’ve always believed myself as a free thinker, not tied down by any religion, but after reading this book, I think I would like to be Taoist.

Actually, my IC states that I’m a Buddhist but I m actually a free thinker at age 15. but at that time, my dad, which is a Buddhist, was sitting beside me. So I cant happily say that I m a free thinker, right? So lan lan bo wei gong (hokkien la), say I m Buddhist lor.

Anyway, after I read the book, which is Taoism explained in Pooh’s terms, how Pooh is a representation of the Way aka Tao, I realize I have been “practicing” Tao all my life without realizing it.

Ever heard of “the vinegar tasters” story? It is abt this 3 men (Confucius, Buddha and Lao Tse à author of the oldest existing book of Taoism) with 3 different expression on the face. Sour face, Bitter expression and smiling face respectively. And u wonder y Lao Tse is smiling when he has just tasted vinegar. Cos thru working in harmony with life’s circumstances, Taoist understanding changes wad one perceives as –ve into sth +ve. Life itself, when understand and utilized, is sweet. Vinegar, therefore, represents life here. Taoism also belives that the more men interfered with the natural balance, the further away the harmony retreated into the distance. Thus, the more forcing, the more trouble. Make sense right?

And then there is the Uncarved Block. The essence of the principle of the Uncarved Block is that things in their original simplicity contain their own natural power, power that is easily lost and spoiled when that simplicity is changed. I think it is very amazing that Pooh is an example of an Uncarved Block. Many would think that pooh is simple minded but in actually fact, he just do not complicate the things like most people.

There is also the principle of Things Are As They Are. Like in the story where one man told the other abt the tree he has that no carpenter can cut into lumber. So why not make use of the shade it provides? The tree is “useless” because we want to make it into sth else and not use it the proper way.

The most interesting of all would be the “characteristic element of Taoist-in-action” à Wu Wei. Literally, it means “without doing, causing or making”. When we learn to work with our Inner Nature, and with the natural laws operating ard us, we reach the level of Wu Wei. “Tao does not do, but nth is not done.” And this, is the reason why I always stone. The Art of stone-ing came from here. Haha. No lah. Actually, read this: “the Empty sort of mind is valuable for finding things cos it can see wad’s in fnt of it. An overstuffed mind is unable to. Many people are afraid of Emptiness cos it reminds them of Loneliness.” Then we would start filling up our days with many activities. But only after we have discarded the Big Congested Mess do we discover the fullness of Nothing.

Food for thought: “unlike other forms of life, people are easily led away from wad is right for them, becos people have Brain, and Brain can be fooled. Inner Nature, when relied on, cannot be fooled.”

been thinking of Alantac again. those memorable times i spent there and the hard work which allowed me to forget that i have studies to think of after the o levels. ya. promos is getting on my nerves again. evidence? MOOD SWINGS. yes. it has returned.

-aeRieL-

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 11:38 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

guess wad? suddenly, i have the urge to step into a Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf outlet, order pure vanilla and chicago cheesecake and just sit down and enjoy the food. and the worst part? it's actually a real great excuse for studying. go to coffee bean to study and eat at the same time. definitely, it'll not be enjoying but still, i get to satisfy the craving. den i think abt my wallet. my empty sting ray wallet. *sigh* and all the unnecessary fats i'm gng to take in. *sigh*

so, no way i'm gng to satisfy that craving. just gng to wait for it to pass. promos in 2.5 weeks. need to revise alr. *depressed*

-aeRieL-

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 3:23 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006


check this out!! so funny!! from Cao Ge's blog: http://www.wretch.cc/album/show.php?i=garyblue&b=1&f=1137159839&p=18

-aeRieL-

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 11:10 AM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Description of my state now:

Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired. Tired.

I’ll try a bit harder.

Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired. Super tired.

A better description would be:

Never-before-felt-so-fuckingly-tired-in-my-life-because-I-managed-to-only-sleep-for-an-
hour-plus-before-I-was-awaken-up-by-a-series-of-alarms-ringing-at-an-ungodly-hour tired. Is this not much better? It better be cos I m freaking exhausted just trying to construct this sentence.

Promos? Wad promos? Fuck promos. I’m gng to sleep. Bad mood.

patricks travelogue will have to wait.

-aeRieL-

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 4:46 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006

Hey hey!!!

Guess wad I got for my bday from my sis?! U’ll NEVER guess it!!! Muahahaha!!! I got PATRICK!!!! Yup! Patrick from spongebob squarepants!!! Haha. a talking and and shooting Patrick!!! *I m damn high just talking abt him!!!* he can say: “stupid! Childish!”, “make fun of my superhero underwear will ya!”, “underwear? These are SUPER undies!”, “boy Patrick! Reporting for duty!”.. haha.. cute right? That’s y I say, Patrick is so cute cos he so dumb.. but nvm.. that’s another point altogether.. I’ve been playing with him all day long.. lolx..

Oh ya, my sis treated me to Korean dinner too.. VERY NICE!!!! Yum yum! Den I got ice cream from my bro.. want me to get fat only. Evil brother.. haha. den received shoe bag, mug, water bottle and toblerone from hui jie, alvina, peiqi, Kelvin, wen zhao, Sylvia, laykuan, yong yong, choon hang, james and guowei. Thanks gals!! And guys!! Thanks ppl for all the sms-es too!! And the testimonials. =] thanks(grudgingly) for the birthday songs too… lolx.. u ppl sing it everywhere u go la.. evil ppl.. haha.. thanks to ms chan and mr mok too.. haha..

I like the chicken royale at pizza hut too but it’s not as nice as the sausage one that hui jie ate.. that was much nicer!!! I’m gng to eat beef lasagna next time. The one at Bangkok pizza hut was fabulous.. dunno abt the one in sg..

Lastly, rmb to stay tune!!! I’ll upload Patrick’s travelogue soon!! My sis and I took it for him. Very funny!! =D

P.S. where is this place? “I’m in a dark dark room. There’s a lot of squishy dry cloth around me. There are Mr and Mrs Red, Mr and Mra Olive, and lots of Mr and Mrs Whites, they smell kinda weird.” Rmb, this is written from the point of view of Patrick!! Have fun guessing!!! Lolx.

-aeRieL-

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 8:53 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006

camp in 5 days!!! lalalalalala. BUT where to buy trackpants? i dun have any! help! sms me if u noe, kk. thanks ah. oh ya, i duwan those trackpants with a inner layer one. but if the inner layer in those net ones, i dun mind. sms me if u noe! need it by tuesday!

today's tchers' day hor.. almost forgot le. i just noe it's a holiday for me! MUAHAHAHA. did geog 1st thing in the morn. den did the camp games thingy. i think the camp's gng to be fun. =D but i havent been to any overnight camps since P6.. haha. kinda long ago.

i think today oso got nth to write la.. just wasting my time. bye.

-aeRieL-

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 11:37 AM


I want
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SLEEP
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I just can't be bothered to work for them


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