Off to the last exam. I have a bad feeling for this too. Oh well, i don't care. After exam, meet Hui Min with Hui Qi for dinner. muahahaha!
-aeRieL-
aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 10:48 AM
Friday, November 28, 2008
Wed was PF1101 Fundamentals to Project Management. I spotted question and did cost mgmt, time mgmt and procurement mgmt out of the 9 PMBOK areas. and 2 of them came out, which is such a surprise! cause i always spot wrong questions one. Had to do 4 Qn out of 5. so i did that 2 plus one about how knowing the 9 PMBOK areas will help an "Accidental Project Manager" which was quite ok, i guess. but I don't know why i keep feeling that i screwed up the paper. and i am almost never wrong when it comes to predicting whether i screwed up the paper or not.
Thurs there was 2 papers. 2, IMHO, gone case paper. how appropriate they are on the same day. Morning paper was GEK2001 Changing Landscapes of Singapore. I did not study for that, except chapter 1 (the intro) and chapter 13 (the review) of the textbook and the Singapore 21 report. so i went into the hall with only my general knowledge of SG (which is honestly not that much...) and the general feeling of resignation. no fear, no anxiety, only resigned.
Afternoon paper was ST1131 Introduction to Statistics. I spent 6 hours of the previous day doing the 2 page A4 sized paper cheat sheet (you basically can write anything on the 2 pages of 1 A4 paper but only 1 piece,no more). I squeezed a lot of things into the paper. will upload the paper after exams. anyway, the first 3 or 4 pages was all about definitions. and i was pretty lucky that i wrote all the definitions in my cheat sheet. *i actually thought i would have nothing to write and can leave 1 hour into the exam and conveniently fail it* anyway, i think i can pass this, only whether it will be C+ or C-... it is THAT hopeless. Stats is crazy. everything also approximate. so what IS accurate?!
oh, prior to both exams, i changed my traveling route to school. i decided to take the train. anyway, i was being my grumpy self (cos not enough sleep) so I am virtually unapproachable. then at some stop (Queenstown? I'm not too sure) i was standing by the door and this guy's hand came into my line of vision. i was irritable and was thinking, wth... looked up and saw ZhenYew. lol. Live in SengKang, have work at Clementi. his NS la.. haha. but better than me, worrying about my CAP and ultimately my future. ... ...
last paper: Saturday 1pm LSM1301 General Biology. GoGoGo!
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aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 11:08 AM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
thank god this morning's paper was ok. can pass. 1 down, 4 more to go!
I survived a levels, i can survive this! haha. thanks, LayKuan. (:
after exams, FOC prep! catching up with everyone! The Girls, 33/06, 6 Diligence, Maroon 5, HuiQi n HuiMin, Jack.... Haha. And Christmas! :DDD
-aeRieL-
aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 2:13 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008
I couldn't find the male version. ): So sad. that's better. BE SCARED OFF! MUAHAHAHA!
Exams starts tomorrow. See me die!
-aeRieL-
aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 3:14 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Don't:
-eat at the chinese restaurant looking shop at Fong Seng. their food are covered with so much oil they glister in the light. disgusting.
-if u eat there, don't drink their soup. it looks like recycled water. cloudy with precipitate and taste dubious.
-bother with teens mag anymore. the layout is horrible -- they are not aligned properly. they do not do their jobs well -- they match the wrong name to the wrong face for Fahrenheit. not that i am a big fan of them but i know who they are. Bet they (teens mag) are going to receive a lot of hate mail from the Fahrenheit fans. only thing they did good was the cover. i bought it cos of the cover... how i regret. refund me 3bucks!
I'm glad 8Days is still as reliable as ever, packed with entertainment news and witty remarks. it's a downright good investment for a lousy week. (:
i'm going to put 把悲伤留给自己 (leave the hurt for myself) on my blog soon. good old fashion chinese song. scare people off my blog. :D
May Day's 後 。青春期的詩 (new album). Songs that touched me, songs I can identify with.
-aeRieL-
aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 8:33 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
Hope? what hope? Faith? what faith? I see none in the horizon at all.
I feel the same way I felt 1 year ago.
27 September 2007
What is one to do when one is still attaining ‘U’s for all H2 subjects 4 weeks prior to THE examination?
Despair.
Sink onto depression.
Entertain suicidal thoughts.
Throw all cautions to the wind and let it be.
Is that it?
-aeRieL-
5 October 2007
It’s 3 weeks to A levels. I feel so unprepared and I feel as if I am going to a battle blindfolded. Where does that leave me? Vulnerable to everything and cut down the minute the enemy spots me. That’s how it is. I don’t know when I am going to be cut down but I feel the fear all the same. It’s simply terrifying. Suddenly, the only thing that I remotely excel in, studying, is the thing that I cannot perform in. Is this the end of the road for me?
I feel like I am in the middle of the battlefield just waiting to be cut down, by a friend turned enemy, Education.
-aeRieL-
8 October 2007
Farewell assembly’s in 4 days’ time. Time really flies. And this means that the A levels are drawing closer like an impending doom. Inevitable yet unavoidable. How unfortunate.
-aeRieL-
Show me hope, give me faith to believe in myself again.
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aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 7:33 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
7 Nov., 08 Thursday and Friday have been rather unproductive days in terms of studies/ revision for end of semester exams. But it was a good getaway from the oppressive exam mood and the monotonous revision.
Thursday was a little of revision and a little of retail therapy. Lay Kuan and I shopped for Yu Jia’s present. But somehow I always get distracted when I step into accessories shops. Haha! I am looking for more rings! Hee!
Friday saw me running some errands long overdue, like returning the books to the library. I woke up late again. This time it is not the Curse of the Ninth Week, it’s more of week 11 and 12. Haha! I went to school for the Stats tutorial which I did not do beforehand. :x
Speaking of Stats, I got back the second test and guess what? I am 1 standard deviation below the mean again. Please call me a genius, people.
Anyway, after that, I took bus 10 from Pasir Panjang all the way to Esplanade where I switched to bus 196 which took me to Marine Parade. I went to return the books, then went over to Popular on impulse. I bought Jeffrey Archer’s newest novel, A Prisoner of Birth, and Shin’s newest album. The songs are quite different from his usual style, will take a while to get used to it. The design of the album is damn ugly, and the concept is unfathomable and the work seems amateurish. The first impression is quite bad.
Looking at the lyrics book, I seem to unconsciously find the names of the rest of the band (now defunct). All the familiar faces, familiar names are gone except for the guy who carried on the name. Somehow, it didn’t seem right for the band to split up. They have been playing together as a band for the better part of 10 years and less than 5 years in after they shot to fame, they split. Could the media be responsible for it? Or the record companies and the contracts? I wonder if they still keep in contact privately. It’d be such a pity if their work severed their decade long friendship.
Michael Crichton died on Tuesday to cancer. Sian. His passing means one less great author around, one less storyteller, a great loss to the literature society. State of Fear, The Great Train Robbery, Next, ...
Recommended Tracks: 06. 小時候 09. 釋放 10. 不滅信念
-aeRieL
aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 7:21 PM
Monday, November 03, 2008
What started as a whim to eat prata turned into a mini OG outing. (:
Last week, Mr Chin has this craving for Roti Prata at Fong Seng. So he started asking people to go to FS on Monday night. And it turned out to be a tremendously fun evening at FS. (: I don’t remember having so much fun, so much laughter just eating dinner. (:
A surprise is actually to see J at the gathering. Truly, I know he was from my OG for the O Week but I didn’t talk to him (at all, I think) [‘cos I really wasn’t into O Week after the tiring FOC and truth to be told, I don’t like to go around getting to know new people]. And I’m not too sure if he had fun this evening or not. He seemed pretty excluded sitting at the corner...
Anyway, towards the end of the dinner, we decided to get a Bandung dinosaur to see how it would taste like (actually we didn’t even know how it’ll look like). So Mr Chin ordered it and I really should have taken a picture how the guy look when he gave that order. That incredulous look that seemed to say, WHO THE HELL WOULD HAVE THOUGHT OF THAT?! It was hilarious. ^.^
Then when we were leaving, we split into 2 groups, one going back towards school, the other going to Pasir Panjang Road. Then J happened to stand beside XL and Mr Ang asked,” huh? J sending XL back to PGP ah?
J: (vehemently shaking his head) No, no, no.... Mr Ang: Oh, sorry sorry. Everyone was laughing like mad by now... Someone: That’s the job of I right? J: I was never in the picture.
I say ah, Mr Ang, I think you scared J big time, by the way he shook his head so quickly and so violently. LOL.
Thanks Maroon5/ Flag Fish/ Quail Fish for the fun evening before the exams, amidst the mugging and project deadlines. Love you guys! (: You guys are the best thing that happened to me in Uni. (: May we have more wonderful years ahead. (:
Jia you for the next 3 weeks! Looking forward to the December outing. (:
-aeRieL-
aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 10:24 PM
I want
FOOD
SLEEP
and NO WORK
I wish for alot of things
I just can't be bothered to work for them
