Hope? what hope?
Faith? what faith?
I see none in the horizon at all.

I feel the same way I felt 1 year ago.

27 September 2007

What is one to do when one is still attaining ‘U’s for all H2 subjects 4 weeks prior to THE examination?

Despair.

Sink onto depression.

Entertain suicidal thoughts.

Throw all cautions to the wind and let it be.

Is that it?

-aeRieL-

5 October 2007

It’s 3 weeks to A levels. I feel so unprepared and I feel as if I am going to a battle blindfolded. Where does that leave me? Vulnerable to everything and cut down the minute the enemy spots me. That’s how it is. I don’t know when I am going to be cut down but I feel the fear all the same. It’s simply terrifying. Suddenly, the only thing that I remotely excel in, studying, is the thing that I cannot perform in. Is this the end of the road for me?

I feel like I am in the middle of the battlefield just waiting to be cut down, by a friend turned enemy, Education.

-aeRieL-

8 October 2007

Farewell assembly’s in 4 days’ time. Time really flies. And this means that the A levels are drawing closer like an impending doom. Inevitable yet unavoidable. How unfortunate.

-aeRieL-

Show me hope, give me faith to believe in myself again.

-aeRieL-

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 7:33 PM