Wow! this is the 201st post since the start of my blog... How many years ago was that? Haha.

As i was telling my brother last night, I really really think I change quite a lot since secondary school. In secondary school, I could not utter a word for the whole day. I had really big mood swings. I could be happy one minute and become withdrawn in the next. And though I was in a co-ed school, I don't think I've ever talked to half the guys in my class. Amazing, huh?

I guess I started transforming in JC when I was posted to a school where I had no friends. I was kind of forced to interact with perfect strangers. In the process, I made a lot of friends - friends who will remain friends. Maybe I gained confidence from there. I find myself starting to be able to initiate a conversation with strangers in Uni. It's almost amazing.

But sometimes I still do not talk nearly enough. Haha. People still ask me why I am so quiet. If only they knew I was even quieter than I am now!

Personally, I am looking forward tot he start of school. I don't know if it'll be fun, like Hui Ping said but I'm definitely looking forward to it! :) It'll be a good change to not using my brain. And I know I have not been using it recently.

School starts tomorrow. A new phase of my life starts tomorrow. This has got to be the most crucial milestone in my life. It's going to decide what I can do and what I can't in the next 10-20 years of my life. Ain't it stressful, that everything hinges on these 4 years.

I am determined to do my best! Get a second-upper class honours. I want to do it! I can do it!

-aeRieL-

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 2:39 PM