9 April 2008

i really hope someone will celebrate her/ his birthday in a pub this
year so that i've got an excuse to go into a pub. haha. randomness
strikes, once again.

-aeRieL-

12 April 2008

sometimes, on melancholy days, i think about a lot of things. sometimes
impractical, sometimes wishful, sometimes foolish and always purely
impossible.

today, with business as slow as soil creep (is that slow? i've really
forgotten. but it sounds slow), i've been thinking of past friendships.
i wish for some old friendships that has faded to nothing to be
revived. but it's impossible. we've all been strangers for a number
of years now. and the knowledge that we were once close friends
makes it even worse. what made us turn from friends to strangers (the
last time) may happen again, so what is the use of investing time
and not to mention, energy into renewing this friendship? there is
really no motivation to do so. so once the chance to be friends is
gone, it's gone.

like i say, melancholy day, today.

-aeRieL-

14 April 2008

i wonder how people stay optimistic in this world. it really depresses
me to read of the events happening in the world. the oppression of the
Tibetians by the Chinese, for example. i despair to see incompetent
leaders leading the world down to destruction.

maybe ignorance is really bliss.

-aeRieL-

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 10:53 PM