the holidays is coming to an end in 2 weeks. oh god. 2 weeks to mid year examinations. so stressed. what if i fail even 1 subject this time? what would it translate into for my a levels? would the additional help in economics help me in the end? or am i too dense to absorb more?

so many insecurities. so many worries. so little time. i am such a joke.

the CIP today to be honest, was crap. if i learnt anything at all, it is that i must always choose to do something i enjoy doing (for a career). i dislike interaction with human beings, therefore i must find a job that does not require me to interact with the said species (or at least, keep it to the minimum). yes, that's what i've learnt today.

am i optimistic enough to say that every new day brings to me a new lesson?

-aeRieL-

aeRieL fell to the samurai's sword @ 10:24 PM