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Monday, April 30, 2007
i just got a feedback that whenever a bitch abt a certain person, i get very irritating. i never realised that. oh well, i shall refrain from bitching about that certain someone.
tomorrow's Labour Day. i wonder what Labour Day really means. oh well, tomorrow don't seem like a public holiday to me in any way. my family members will still be working. i will still be studying, so will my bro, i guess. so, where's the holiday? unless i have misunderstood the meaning of 'holiday' all this time? i just realised that it has been a long time since my whole family has sat down together and eat a dinner. oh well, i guess everyone's pretty busy with all sorts of shift work and CCA committments. it's alright, a birthday is coming and i am very positive that we will all sit together for dinner. =] someone once asked me, is family or friends more important to you? i realised family is more important to me. i seek acceptance from my family more than i seek acceptance from my friends. my rationale is that if you want to be my friend, you have to accept me for who i am in the first place. if you do not like me for who i am, are you still a friend? no. but family, it's different. more often than not, we have to compromise, try not to step on each other's toes, try not to invade each other's privacy, be mindful of each other's feelings and be aware of the undercurrent of emotions. a new month is starting. i hope it will be better than the previous one. so much emotions flowing through me. so many rainy days. just as many melancholy days for me. so much small and pointless disappointments that gets to me when it shouldn't. so much random thoughts on massacres in public places and life. too much time to think. i will be alright, i think. -aeRieL-
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