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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
i found this blogskin of marilyn manson. so tempted to change my blogskin now.. that skin is damn nice. but views differ la. i think most will think it's not nice(to put it mildly). ahhh.. it'll be interesting. =DDD
went pp today after i went hme. my dad drove. started some thoughts while on the motorbike. tot abt this pri sch fren that i had whom i was quite close to. u know, it's like, before P5, u are not conscious of ur gender. we all look the same. except u wear shorts, i wear skirt. our hair length used to be the same too until when we got older and more vain den do we let our hair grow. anyway, was quite close to this person in P4. den we went to different classes in P5 and that's oso the time when u get self conscious and i started being an introvert. den of cos, not much guy friends and things. and i lost contact with the person although we are only 1 classroom away. haha. i wonder if everyone get self conscious at P5 or P6 or if it's only me. anyway, like i said once, i don't know half of the guys from sec 1 to sec 4 and the number of guy friends i have can be counted on 1 hand from pri sch to sec sch. at most 4. and there's this guy whom i am in the same class with all throughout my sec school and i never talked to him once. pro right? but then again, i wasnt very close to anyone in my class. and my class is more than twice the size of my present one. den come to JC. start to open up again. maybe i'm more confident of myself than i was from P5 to sec4? or maybe becos i don't have any friends from sec sch to JC so i was forced to open up and make new friends. oh well. i think i like the new me. the old me is ok - protected, no nonsense, no life. is the old me better? if i'm still the old me, maybe i could have done better for promos. as i said. randomness. mayb i would change my blogskin soon. to marilyn manson. -aeRieL-
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