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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
how in the world am i supposed to make my slide/ OP interesting when ALL i am doing is reciting our proposal of instructional course on the Internet for the Middle Aged?! how the hell am i supposed to emote expression into recitation of stuff? how am i supposed to sound excited abt my OP when i have said it COUNTLESS times at hme and in school? how the hell am i supposed to keep track of my timing when i cant even talk at a standard pace? how the hell am i gng to NOT stumble when i do the OP next thursday?
the BIG question is: HOW?! how? op sucks. pw sucks. everything sucks. but u noe wad? it doesnt change the fact that it's still gng to happen. still doesnt change the fact that ANYTHING can happen on OP day. still doesnt change the fact that i have been unable to answer any of the questions posted to me by ms chan. hope the invilgilators will not be too hard on me. ok. ppl has said, why bother to set up a blog when u only expose ur feeling and inner thoughts to the world and anyone who bothers to read it. why not write it in a dairy? wouldnt it be more private? well, the fact is that blogs are not that private, i mean, u wouldnt write abt ur innermost feelings on the blog for all the world to see ur vulnerabilities. that would be very stupid of the blogger unless the blogger really wants to share it with the world. in that case, it's their pasar. anyway, writting things down on paper doesnt necessarily mean that it's more private. i mean, ya, u will write down all ur feelings, but there's no guarantee that no one will chance upon it. and when ppl chance upon it, wad happens? ur vulnerabilities are exposed. isnt it the same, if u think abt it? was late 7 mins late for GP today. was pissed off by the fact that i spent so much time dng chinese. am hoping for a wish to come true. will it? -aeRieL-
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